It's not like I wanted things to turn out that way. I didn't have a choice because you made things really tensed and me very pissed. I'm no longer going to stoop down to the level of begging because it was just plain useless and it made me look real dumb and idiotic. Like a fool, I gave you the chance, like a moron, I believed your tries, like an idiot, I see the things that we used to do or had together gone. Well, that's life isn't it? There isn't much I can do. If all you could say after all these times is that I forced you to do so, alright then. I'm really sick and tired of trying. Really angry of trying to hold on to a broken relationship and trying so effing hard to get your love an heart back from her. I know I'm not pretty, not good, not feminine enough. But if looks and her is enough for you, I hope you think back to those times we shared. Remember all those fucking words you once said, remember those cursed promises you gave me. Don't even make promises to a girl knowing that it might not happen, don't say words to a girl when you're in love with her for she will hold on to every single word of it and try even harder for you.

Love was what I felt for you, commitment was what we used to have, companionship was what I had with you, promises were what you told me, and now I'm just left with a broken heart. You opened my eyes to various things, feelings, places, touch and sights. And yes you opened my heart but you ended up breaking it into millions and billions pieces. I just forgotten to tell you how fragile my heart was, how delicate my feelings were and how important my belief and faith was in you. Now you do, but too late, I'm going to fix my broken heart myself, my way with my passion and friends.From today, the jasmine that used to love you is locked deep down within me. I'm not longer going to allow myself to become this weak, this fragile anymore.

Listing people and making them this important didn't work out, or at least, now I've got phobia for that now. I gave you my heart and you broke it. Now I've got nothing to give another guy now, unless they want to be the glue to fix it back.